emeliaskiwi

Sat, 02 May 2009 18:32:38 GMT

HELLO PEOPLE.
EMISAT.LIVEJOURNAL

Mon, 27 Apr 2009 20:30:33 GMT

I figured its always the uncertainty,
that kept what i have for you going.

Never fails to bring me down.

I want l4d.
I want mini melt.
I want shopping.
I want developed photos from tioman.

lazy to upload photos here.
fb pls.

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Mon, 27 Apr 2009 04:36:32 GMT

I suddenly thought about Hamster's ep coming out this apr.
I must've missed it.

anywaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay.
ASSESSMENT IS OVER BITCHES.
and so is tioman.

Im red as hell,
and im constantly in pain.
i can't even lie on my back.
hahahahha
but yayyyyyyyyyyy.

life shall be good until grades are out.:D

friday the 13th!

Sat, 18 Apr 2009 09:59:20 GMT

i've been tired for too long.

Hanwei broke her knee.
i dont know if its break or tore a ligament actually.
but yeah something happened to her.
and its prettty serious.
i wanna go visit her,
but i have no time..
i got 13 projects from sch to finish,
and it saddens me that i can't even find time to visit a dear friend,

but i blame myself for all this.
for every hour i spent in lan shops playing l4d.
for every day i spent hours on my couch watching fucked up gay shows like Hannah montana.
just because i didn't want to do my work.
for every day that i just wanted to have fun.

):

lasalle sure fucks you up.

Sun, 05 Apr 2009 19:47:54 GMT

One thing I can't stand,
is people acting drunk?

Stop being lame laaa walao.

Wed, 01 Apr 2009 17:16:48 GMT

Hmmm.
I dont think I really learnt the word discipline.

sighhhh,
why must the easier way out be so much more easier?

ok fuck this.
I am going to do my work NOWNOWNOWNOWNOWNWONWONWON.

Mon, 30 Mar 2009 22:07:57 GMT

Dope face.
hurhur.

Treehouse@ smu a lot lately.
popcorn chicken is love.

Went down to the agency today,
and we made payment for tioman trip.
:O Can't believe its finalised.
3 more weeks to go!
( though that kinda means 3 more weeks to assessment as well )
i hopehopehopehopehope sch won't push back or something.
cause technically my assessment date is 23rd.
and we'll be leaving on the 24th.
so its like .... quite scary.
incase they have some last min changes.
yesssssssssssssssss.
long holiday!

Been l4ding alone for the past er. 1 week
2am to 6am daily.
Its like freaking itchy,
cause i wanna unlock all the acheivements!!
and i can't! Yet.

ok random stuff.

I found hell lots of interesting stuff on the net.
its funnny like how actually you planned on coming online for awhile,
but then you find stuff that you wanna see,
like there'll always be another link you want to click on.
But on days you've got nothing to do,
you end up like.. i dk, finding nothing interesting to explore.

Supposed to go Phuture with HWLS on Fri night.
But nooooo,
guess who startled the witch.
( ok l4d lingo hahaha )
I hope nothing happens on this Fri so I can have sushi with them! Woo!
Totally miss hanging out with them.

Tmr I shall be getting shoelaces.
and maybe tori Q or Q tori
I've been craving for it ever since the last time Hw and I had it for dinner.

Sis bought me a polariod for my birthday
from the Flea market @ SAM. woooo.
And I shall be getting the film tmr as well.

ok, long wordy post.
you made it!

Tue, 24 Mar 2009 21:46:27 GMT

Jam with 2Q.

Part 2!
ok actually part 2 nothing much hahah.
didnt upload all the pics.
all of bryan anyway.

can you just look at his arm.
wtf man wtf.
skinny kid man.

Seon spaz attack!

hahahha damn cute!

orgasm face.

Jam was not bad.
Vocals good
got vid, but er, as usual.
file damn bigg.
waiting for terence to upload. hahah.

omg suups dups hungry noww.
part 3 birthday.
so ok no part 4.

Tue, 24 Mar 2009 21:25:38 GMT

Ok, still no idea how to put pictures in a cut.
like upload from scrapbook.
so sorrrry guys, gota scroll down.
If only someone would teach me like ONCE.
I would so get it, haha.

BBQ like damnnnnnn super duper long ago.
Don't the chicken wings look good? hahaha.
damn i want some now.

I remember we bought hell lots of hot dogs.
like 3 entire aluminium container thing just for all types of hot dogs. haha
Sausage fest.

Ian brought Blisto over!
so cute. its really honestly damn cute.
Like the actions and all.
And we concluded its camera shy.

Look at its paw!
It'll like stretch out both.
but when you tap one of the paw it will keep it!
like keep it under its body. hahhaha. damn cute.
I shall take a vid next time.

My mom loves blisto too!

Random mahjong/gh day.
Desmond devouring a mc wing.

Look like shit in first pic. but one of the more successful photos we took!

hahah my sis so cute.

I like this picture. hahaha.
yay sparklers so fun

Apart from my chicken posture,
quite like the effect.

Skate&Beer day.

Check out his trucks!
ahh I like. haha damn neon-ny and nice.

Sean and his super scary skate skills.
wow, ssses.

my cacat board. hahaha.
that jon likes.

Black in action.

Dope boy.

Yup its a moon indeed.

So this is part 1..
Probably have like. part 2/3/4 sooon.. maybe now.
in another post.
idk.
its 530.
i have photog at 2.
but im not tired.
ahh.

Mon, 23 Mar 2009 19:17:16 GMT

I think I made the wrong birthday wish. hahahha.

I should have wished for Sam Flores to come and help me do all my work.
Unrealistic. but ohh, the thought itself is guuuuuudd.

My nose bled the entire day today.
And its like the non stop flowing out kind.
I was walking and there was blood all over my shirt/hands,
but i was too tired to keep cleaning.
My sis got a shock. hahahahhaha.

I like watching people's reactions. Haha.
I think its funny

omg. so lazy to post pictures.
but birthday ones shall be piority. (:
because my friends have been so sweet.

Wed, 18 Mar 2009 17:08:21 GMT

I'm being evicted out of my room.
For the fucking 100th time in 2008/09.
Fuck this man.

Got no fucking space to do my work.
And basement's table are so dirty,
i dont see how anyone can do work in there.

Isn't there anywhere conducive anymore?!?!?!!??!?!!?!?
_|_

and it doesn't help that im putting on kgs by the days.

Wed, 11 Mar 2009 13:06:36 GMT

Is it possible to feel nauseous from the lack of sleep?
Hmmmmmmmmmm.

Sun, 08 Mar 2009 14:51:12 GMT

Need time.
Stop eating.
Quit sch.

So behind time on work and pictures.

Wed, 25 Feb 2009 17:34:45 GMT

omg im stressed like ball.
i have so many things to do,
ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

1. 1000 word essay dued by TOMORROW.
2. 2d mark making final 3 pieces.
3. 2d layout shit.
4. 3d WHITE PROJECT.
5. 3d creating material
6. drawing B a2 depth
7. drawing B little structure shit
8. i think we've to even draw out the structure already
9. drawing A react to the image thing + final 3 pieces
10. omg and the react to the artist idk what.

and this is just sch work alone.
i think the worst part is, is that all of it is superSUPER time consuming.
each assignment takes like. half a day the least.
which means I'll probably take like. 1 and a half days.

AHHHHH.

11. omg yes, how can i forget. SPECIALISM.

have attendance of less than 80% will be recommended for : A REPEAT YEAR WITH NO CONDONEMENT ALLOWED.

so i keep telling myself. freaking hell lasted 3/4 of foundation.
I AM NOT GOING TO GIVE UP NOW.
but ha. look at me.
3 days of independent week.
and all i did was stay home sleep eat watch E! news and l4d.
T is at outfield. and i am a worn out grumpy person.

I badly want to go overseas to study.
Go to the states. and lead the life I always wanted.

-

BUT ANYWAY.

L4D again.
and i think i suck balls.
i somehow keep getting whacked by the damn tank,
no matter how fast i run. or try to run.

and Ming gave me a ride home on his bike.
OH MY GOD.
its like so scary + so shiok.
I am so making Desmond come pick me up for sch from now on.

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fuck me, is tokio hotel's lead singer A GUY?!
you gotta be kidding me.

Tue, 24 Feb 2009 13:59:28 GMT

I was angry with you for not noticing.
Not caring.
That might not justify how badly I reacted to the situation,
but you must understand how I needed to do something.

SO.

I need some hotspot fried fish noodle.

...

I keep having dreams about -
why are some people so annoying.
This whole THING is bugging me like mad.
Its like the more you want to avoid it,
the more you become sucked in in to it.
you know?

I wish people would stop being so thick skinned.
and worse, be oblivious to it.

Its like I just wana shake them and scream.
Might not change them.
but at least I feel shiok.

-
but anyway.
I have managed to complete BYOB by system of a down on GH!
er only medium ):
okay la. not complete.
more like get 85% and above.
I wanna get 100%
its like. ARGH. damn annoying.
keep playing the same song.
and still can't get 100%.
sometimes I think my finger spasms a little.
its freaking hard la!

Check out on expert.

Shoot me?

but its ok. one day people.
ONE DAY.

Wed, 18 Feb 2009 15:22:21 GMT

DLB O.
Kent's birthday.

Fellow Lasalleian!

Gay pride.

Looks like pee huh.

To round up,
20 tequila shots.
5 jugs of beer.
5 .. pee looking thing
4 flaming lambo.
2 vodka lime
2 vodka redbull
and a whole bucket of puke.

because dlb o has cheap drinks.
and, good music.

I bought myself a purple bag today.
I quite like it.
Its been awhile since i've bought something for myself,
so now i remember how retail therapy helps.

Tue, 17 Feb 2009 16:01:00 GMT

When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need.
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep.
Stuck in reverse.

And tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace,
when you love someone and it goes to waste.
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home,
and ignite your bones.
I will try to fix you.

UNC Clef hangers ftw. \m/

Thu, 12 Feb 2009 12:52:08 GMT

Over the past few weeks, month maybe.
yes month.

Cny. Blackjack poker drinks homecooked food.
pool l4d with cousin.
and awkward relatives.

oh and yes, ang baos.

Black and I can't remeber who.
red on left? hur.
More drinks at acid bar,
guitar hero at my place with beer and vomit. =l
( not mine )

-

B&J for dinner,
and along with a bag full of dicks and tits for limsingh.

Phuture.

Met wanru and all there.

my eyes look like i just cried. haha.
yes and the blood near my lip was prety unglam.

Last but not least.............

hahahah. what a nice picture of you huh.
Happy birthday singhy. :D you're legal!

Random poolside days.

Mandy wandy.

Mom stole my camera.
so no recent pictures.

Watching movies and spending 2 hours a day in a dark room where people live in fantasies.
what did i do.

Tue, 10 Feb 2009 12:29:53 GMT

Your intention is to break me.

your intention is to push and pull, until i wear out.

and you have succeeded.

.
if i could, i'd wanna go back to 2006.
because that was when life was good.
and i'm not saying it to convince myself.

you see,
i was a different person.
i know this.

but now.
before this overtakes neutral.

lets move on.

parents buying me a new camera.
suggestions for good ones?
my moms getting the canon ixus 870
which is the one i was planning to get.
but idk. ixus 85 sounds good too.
and they're both similiar.
85 cheaper. but idk. ok i really dk. haha.

considering a slr,
but since i already got nikon.
could just scan pictures in.
troublesome right,

how how. ..

my mom wants to "implement" a new rule.
and thats. if I don't tell her before 5 that im not going home to eat, i've to pay her five fucking bucks.
er. am i like the only one here who thinks thats insane?
cause my maid supported her.
wtf, i get fined for telling them after 5 that im not coming home for dinner?

but i shall not be mean.
i do hate it sometimes when effort is ignored.

Mash mallow.

i am sleepy 24/7.

Sun, 08 Feb 2009 15:03:25 GMT

You can phrase your questions in a different way,
you can coat your words to make it sound good.

But now I know your intentions.

Sun, 01 Feb 2009 17:03:50 GMT

I seriously wanna give up on sch, and just. work.
hmm, thinking back on when i used to " are you fucking mad " at friends who quit sch to work,
i take it all back.

i think the problem with me is i always give myself options and alternatives,
thats why i always just ... chill.

whoever told me private sch is easier is a fucking shitface.

but i am not angry.
angry at myself yeah,
im having like a little internal conflict. haha.
i miss lit mannn, and shanker ( best lit teacher ever )

-
i think our differences have finally pulled us apart.
well, its best this way.

Sat, 31 Jan 2009 19:50:48 GMT

When the words spilled out,
everything was good.

pics on fb.

Thu, 22 Jan 2009 10:26:31 GMT

Things.

How my heart aches,
you dont ever have to know.

its like telling him things he don't understand.
i was trying,
then it went dead.

Fri, 16 Jan 2009 17:02:01 GMT

ok last time of editting. haha.

Sch was. eventful today.

i went from very angry to very happy.
extremities.

/ i have decided to unbleak myself.
though she reaaaaaally ought to know what she did wasnt good man.
so the whole story is gone,
but she still remains as bad news.

i think this is just me giving me a reason to be angry at something.

my lip is swelling.
and i think i forgot what its like for it to be normal.
whole day. i had mirror and tissue in my hands.
nah ahhhh.,

.....

miss limsingh, havent talked to her in damn long.
miss uleong as well. think hes dead.

gab said, shit is the shit. haha.

Tue, 13 Jan 2009 16:33:23 GMT

Gay I know.

But I honestly miss 1H. ):

Farn's crazy laughter/ endless stories.
Gab's obession with dicks.
Conrad gayness.
Millie's hannorhannor and "the that one lor!" and ji leng yi xia wor.
Clara's 24/7 stone face.
and everyone else.

1H indeed more fun.
now i regret not going to sch last sem.
and the class youre in really makes a difference.

ok im gona talk to the rest to set up a protest.
haha.